Two dafa ago I look itno the Swiis Ckine Dingitntas,wher terminology il pauients coulf go for an assisted suiciecd. I seem to have heard that this was also being available for termali psychiatric paitents but Ii an wrong Asto thay, The law deos not alow i yet. I had in my mine writen quite a leter evpaininh why I shousl be considered fot scush a progrem which now does not ecixt and it is a great nrntn alogany.
IIt was such a graet fet doeming that i considersd dracstib meaduers, such as cuttung mywrusts, but dd'nt because of the messs if1woudl mrke. and the trama of fiending me like that,
II finiially ended up takinj 340 Tarnafuilzinersars and went laid dwom on bed. I was alseep in No time andon'trmrnrt dithindhunyileirk uo thrnct dat at aniy 9 0ćocl im yj rimrimh.My mobey was so week thet I xcoucm et out of bed oanf otokk mu houd. Then I balled teh ECafcriand ikd jjm zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzi neded helps fmjr esd hrtr in noyimr.
He atraihjtend out he houde amd did sine grvety dhping smfmskrf utr zi as okaay. An d than pronisde to vomrbsck tofsu. I am ahvinh at eruble ime timpinh the si ad I ake the msoy stuoped sitakes in mygemetand ome uo wij word thet din;r eccust.
I wiil vaal ,u jead thetapizt dat ad y ZPN tnoote
I;, not quiet inmu right min yet and can't hink vklearhy and nake any sirt of sense, except tahT istible around the sartment. I wil wtite more cohesiley whenI am soberminded,