Sunday, April 26, 2009

Sunday at my laziest.

No, I shouldn't say I'm at my laziest, that's not the problem. In spite of the fact that I am starting to feel a bit better emotionally, there is still the aftermath of the depression, if I am indeed over it. My mind feels a bit better, but I have very little energy to spare and I mostly just want to eat and lie on the sofa.

I am taking extra vitamins in the hope that it will help a bit, but I've run out of my multi vitamins and just took an handful of vitamin C, some Omega 3 capsules and Kelp Lecithin, the last one is good for your metabolism. I thought I had another pot of multi vitamin tablets, but I can't find it anywhere and have to keep looking for it. I know it must be somewhere here. Sometimes I clean things up too well and I am over organized.

I had a bit of a slow start this morning and couldn't quite get my act together. The coffee didn't help either. I felt like my head was stuffed with cotton instead of the usual gray matter. Then my keyboard stopped working and I messed around with the cable where it enters the keyboard and finally got it to work again.It's a very precarious thing and I will have to get a new one. First I have to find out how expensive Toby is going to be this month at the vet.

Anyway, the Überhund was not having a slow start and demanded to be taken out, a visit out back was not good enough. I distracted him with food, but it didn't help, so I had to get dressed and take him out. I was so thoroughly unexcited about this. The weather was warm and muggy and it had rained during the night. The sun is shining now and it would be a good day to sit on a café terrace, except that the ride over there is too much work for me.I'm no longer tempted by the beer and probably would have cappuccinos instead.

My sister just called, because she wanted to take the dogs for a walk and was surprised when she met my resistance. I told her that I didn't give a hoot that the sun was shining, for all I care, it could be raining right now. The farmers need it, and I think it would be very cozy inside with some rain outside. It's supposed to rain later this afternoon. I hope it's a good drench.

I think I need to go back to sleep, so I will kick off my boots and get comfortable on the sofa. Maybe this will be another sleep day. One in which I gather all my energy for the days to come Sleep is such a blessing. It does me so much good.

Have a good Sunday, everyone.



laurie said...

poor irene. you're toughing through it, though, and you know yourself well enough to do what you need: no alcohol right now, plenty of rest, no pushing yourself.

i hope you wake up feeling much better. be kind to yourself.

Maggie May said...

You are getting there, Irene. Keep trekking on through sleep therapy.
Don't forget vitamin B is extremely good for the nerves! X

Frances said...

Struggle on sweet lady, you will come through this. Your day sounds like ours here, some sunshine and showers.
Keep well

Babaloo said...

Hope you had a good sleep, that's what Sundays are for!